Consistency

OK, so I guess I should have seen it coming.

Hot on the heels of a blog about my treacherous right shoe (pun definitely intended), not only did I not have a single problem with loose laces as I marched to work this morning but, as if insulted that I had given it such poor coverage in my script, instead my left shoe decided that it would take up the baton and struggle to keep it together for more than a few hundred yards at a time. In an alarming act of transferred consistency between shoes (a neglected area of research, I feel), it was now my right that strode secure, safe in the knowledge that it had been tied beyond all doubt, fastened into place with the precision looping of a consummate professional. One day, I told myself, one day there will be unity between shoes. We will all march together, each as tight as the other, and not even a pouncing pebble will spoil the almost spiritual beauty of the moment…

No…no, I don’t know what I’m talking about either. I’m with you on that one. But what I am interested in this evening is consistency. And I have a simple question for us to ponder as we wonder why we’ve just allowed ourselves to read another paragraph about shoes: is consistency really the golden ratio – to borrow a Maths metaphor to spice things up – we should be measuring our lives by? In football, referees are praised for their consistency, even if they’re consistently poor in their decision-making, whilst errors made in work find themselves downgraded in severity because ‘at least they’re consistent’.

I’m not so sure I’d like consistency in everything. Do I really want to correct the same spelling error 12 times in the same essay, or would I rather see 12 valiant, albeit wrong, attempts at stumbling across the correct version? There’s something quite gloriously post-modern about it, I feel. No mistake is more wrong than any other but all mistakes are equally valid. In fact, perhaps mistakes should even be celebrated as ‘diversity’, stepping out of the mould and demonstrating a freedom of spirit that we should cherish not crush?

No…no, I still don’t know what I’m talking about either. Perhaps I should go back to writing about shoes. Solid, consistent shoes.

On a rather more ‘popular culture’ note, the new album from Bruce Springsteen is definitely worth checking out. Preferably while writing a blog. And trying to follow the Chelsea match in your left eye while your right eye follows your fingers skipping across the keyboard typing these words…

This blog has been sponsored by Bruce Springsteen’s Wrecking Ball.

If the shoe fits

Sam and his shoes are walking to work. Quite naturally, they move into conversation.

SHOE:  Looking good up there.

SAM:  Why, thanks. I’d like to say the same about you but -

SHOE:  Yeah, yeah, I know. It’s not my best day. I’ll give you that. To be fair, your balance was a little faulty when approaching that last puddle.

SAM:  Sorry, which one are you again?

SHOE:  Do I look like a left shoe?

SAM:  No…no, you’re quite right. I just wasn’t really expecting this conversation, to be perfectly honest. I’m not used to you speaking.

SHOE:  Perhaps that’s your problem? Did you ever stop to think that I might have some tales to tell? That I might have opinions I’d like to share?

Sam notices the laces have come undone on his right shoe.

SAM:  Is this you sulking?

SHOE:  If you can’t do them up well enough, I don’t see why I should put in the effort to keep everything together.

SAM:  Look, if you want to open up, you can open up. Just don’t hold me up any longer, OK? I’m running late.

Sam does the laces up as tightly as he can.

SHOE:  Nice to see you showing some strength at last.

SAM:  What are you suggesting?

SHOE:  Oh, nothing. Just an observation. A simple observation.

SAM:  Great. Just what I need – a loose-tongued shoe.

SHOE:  Fabulous. A shoe joke. Just what we need to liven us up at 8.45.

SAM:  So now you’re adding mockery to your repertoire, I see.

Sam notices that the laces are loosening.

SHOE:  Just say the word.

SAM:  I did them up! Tightly. I did everything I was supposed to do. Why are you doing this to me?

SHOE:  Paranoia doesn’t look good on you. You do that weird thing with your lip.

SAM:  Look. Why can’t you be more like her?

SHOE:  Her? Why do you assume they’re a she?

SAM:  Well, I just assumed. I mean -

SHOE:  Oh, you assumed, did you? And what did you assume about me then?

Sam notices the laces are flapping around wildly.

SAM:  I assumed…shoe…that you would do your job. And that you’d let me do mine. Is that really so much to ask?

SHOE:  Oh, but this is so much more fun, don’t you think? We’re really bonding this morning. It’s quite a breakthrough day, I feel.

SAM:  Why can’t you just stay tied? Like her.

SHOE:  She’ll come loose one day. Just you wait. Typical, inconsistent leftie. Not like me.

SAM:  Are you saying I should admire your consistency?

SHOE:  Of course you should. You know what you’re getting with me. Every five minutes we’ll meet again, just to check how each other’s getting on. There’s something…beautiful about it, don’t you think?

SAM:  I think you should stop thinking. I think we should all stop thinking and just keep going. It’s too early to think.

SHOE:  You always say that. When will the time ever be right?

Sam smiles at a passer-by.

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Sam would like to apologise for the quality of today’s blog. At least you got to look at a picture of a shoe. Things could be worse. They could always be worse…

Breaking Down

Apparently, problems come in threes.

I’m sure it’s not news to you to discover this as we are all well aware that, following hot on the heels of a precariously perched glass tumbling to its doom, decorating the kitchen floor in a glorious array of glittering shards, and a blown fuse casting a shadow over the once well-lit cooker, it is only right that we cower under the sheets too afraid to step outside the door in case the ceiling might come crashing down, crushing us under the merciless weight of years of neglected maintenance. And so, faced with the inevitability of a third disaster, all we can do is sit and wait and pray that we might be graciously spared the ceiling fate for another day and might instead succumb to a scratched DVD, the Sky+ recording failing or the stubbing of our favourite toe.

There’s one problem with this problem theory though: what if you speed beyond a mere three and find yourself onto at least problem 7? Do problems work in multiples of 3 and so therefore problems 8 and 9 are waiting for their moment to shine, or is 7 the new 3 and this will, in fact, be our defining glory, the proof that we are well on our way to being on a par with Job when it comes to persevering through suffering?

Masquerading as a limp-wristed washer-upper, our dishwasher is currently seeking to rebrand itself as a ‘dishdampener’, offering a token spray when faced with stains demanding so much more. I have even rearranged the items to create more space, tactical genius that I am, offering the water an easier pathway in an attempt to counter its apathetic activity. Unfortunately, as problem number 7, the dishwasher is quite happy to bide its time, to mock my pulling and prodding and take a well-deserved holiday after months of heavy labour. It is, quite simply, revelling in its role as the seventh problem to plague us in recent months…

It all began with loft-door suicide. Take yourself back to Christmas, a time of joy and celebration, togetherness and unity. Not for the loft-door. For the loft-door, this was the time to go, the time to start a whole new life without any attachments. Shearing itself from the hinges, the divorce announced its arrival with a cat-killing clatter – fortunately, no cats were around to be killed – as we sat at the foot of the stairs, naively thinking that no doors would be dying today.

The computer was soon to follow, laying down the ghost after getting a little overexcited at an unexpected power surge. And then, just when I was starting to plan my return to the monkey-bars, my shoulder decided it had grown tired of its secure location within the socket and opted to follow the loft-door in its aspiration for an alternative dwelling place. Twice.

All problems are painful but some are more painful than others.

And, while we’re on the subject of pain, does anyone know how you’re supposed to get candle wax off a carpet? Apparently, the answer is not to try and soak it up with an iron, repeatedly returning to the patch insisting that that just one more press would do it. Until I came up with the ingenious plan of ‘redecorating’ by moving the rug into place, the unsightly patch of burned carpet brought deep emotional pain to my previously-house-proud wife.

I’m going to be blog-proud for a few moments and stop before I do anything to burn a hole in the currently-untainted fabric. Stay tuned for problems 8 and 9, coming to a screen near you…

The Trees

 

‘Where have you been?’ I hear you cry.

No? Well…I’ll imagine you’ve been crying anyway. Surely at least one tear was shed around the world. I mean, it’s been just over 2 months since the last entry and so you would be well within your rights to have welled up at the prospect that the blog may have finally bitten the dust, that my brief flurry into the world of shameless self-promotion and random ramblings was now nothing more than a beautiful memory. Well…think again!

Shameless self-promotion is well and truly alive and I am pleased to be using it to advertise the fact that I finally have something out there that you can read besides this increasingly-intermittent blog. At long last, my monologue collection, It was the tree’s fault, has been published (by that well-known publisher, me) and is available to buy from a staggeringly large number of places.

To start with, I have entered the world of Kindle – and all before I’ve got around to owning one myself – and so if you head over to Amazon (you may have heard of it – it’s where everyone buys their Christmas presents the weekend before Christmas when they realise they don’t fancy barging their way through crowds by going into actual shops) then you can pick yourself up a copy for a measly (great word) £2.19. And, just to help you get there a little quicker, here’s a link you may find helpful:

It was the tree's fault - Kindle version

Now, as a fan of equality and diversity, I decided that I simply couldn’t leave it there since there would no doubt be people who felt that e-books were the work of the devil or who were morally-opposed to supporting a website named after a river, and so I have also decided to make my work available to those of you who like websites named after female pop singers from the 70s:

It was the tree's fault - on Lulu.com

And then, just when you thought it was all over, I’ve got a perfect 3rd option for you: my surprisingly-popular-in-India website, www.contemporarychristiandrama.com – not only can you get the paperback and e-book from here but you will also soon be able to download an audio version of the book so that you can be ultra lazy and let me do the reading for you. I’ve got a lovely voice, so I promise you’ll enjoy it…

Talking of lovely things, my cat is most certainly unlovely at the moment. Does anyone out there know how to stop a cat dribbling over every surface in your house? Should we be touched that she wants to spread a little of herself everywhere we go or is this a cry for help, a call for us to bring her – as my wife insists – a companion to help her out of her loneliness? Perhaps she’s stressed? (Yes, apparently cats can be stressed – difficult life that they have.) After the week I’ve had, I’d quite like to sit down and explain what real stress is to her. That’d teach her.

Anyway, this has been a rather poor return to form I realise and so I apologise for the lengthy absence and for the shamelessness of this post. Work has been keeping me away from my writing and so I’ve not managed to get to a laptop much to share my thoughts on wheelie-bins, rain, cat slobber and broken lamps (coming soon!) that often recently. Also, I’ve just started another blog project where I am writing a series of blogs to compile into a book. I know, I’ve only just released one and here I am promising more! I guess I’m more like a bus than I ever thought I was…

Right, time to let you get back on with your lives.

Money for nothing

‘If you had a million pounds, what would you spend it on?’
I’m pretty sure this was asked of me once at school and, if not, then I’ve created a memory from scratch to suit the purposes of this blog.
My answer?
‘Well, I guess there are a few options.’ (I was an indecisive child.) ‘A mansion would certainly be very tempting and I’d like to do a round the world trip, perhaps buying an Aston Martin on my return. Failing that, I’d buy Norwich City Football Club (surely they can’t be worth more than a million…) and would go some way to solving world hunger. Or, failing that, world peace.’
OK, I may have embellished my responses slightly / made them up entirely, but whatever I actually said (assuming this moment happened) definitely focussed on exciting things that I could spend the money on. I was optimistic, full of belief that this would of course happen one day and so it was well worth putting in the time now to make sure I was well-prepared for the big day.
Fast forward a few years and we arrive at October 5th 2011 and I am waltzing down the pavement on my way to yet another day in a job that would only earn me a million pounds if I failed to spend a penny (no, not that type of penny…) in about 35 months. Unfortunately, we seem to live in a world in which it’s impossible to avoid spending at least a couple of pounds a month and so those 35 months are looking pretty ambitious. If we assume that I may make a profit of about £100 a month, we’re now looking at around 10,000 months for that million to appear. Call me pessimistic, but I’m not sure I’m going to live that long…
N.B. If my Maths are incorrect, that is no surprise whatsoever.
So, what would make me think about money on October 5th 2011? Well, it turns out that the new movie ‘Courageous’ which has just been released in America has only gone and made $9 million in the opening weekend. No, I’m afraid I didn’t write this one but what if I had? And, more pressingly, what if the movie that Neil and I are writing ends up being as successful as this? Surely after hearing this news no walk to work would be complete without a good 20 minutes of contemplation around this age-old question: ‘What would I spend a million pounds on?’
Please note: for the purposes of this fantasy, I decided that my ‘cut’ for writing the film would be £1 million. I know, I’ve been very generous and allowed the director, actors and others a slice of the financial pie too…
So, what would I – 27 year-old husband-of-one Sam Lenton – spend the money on? A new car? A shiny collar for Maisie? A new wheelie-bin? (While we’re on the topic of wheelie-bins, I passed one today with a picture of Tweety-Pie on it, which made very little sense to me. ‘Tweety’ was spelt like that on the bin, by the way, in case you’re thinking I’ve got that very wrong.)
No, none of those things it turns out. Where does my mind go first? Wait for it…
The mortgage.
I would, it seems, pay off the mortgage. And, once that excitement is out of the way, the next suggestion to pop into my head was: my student loan. Forget mansions and holidays, it seems that the adult me is now interested in paying off debt.
Then, as I listened to Tim Hughes on my MP3 player, I remembered that, as a Christian, it would probably be a good idea to consider how much I would give away. Would a tenth be appropriate or would I feel that greater generosity was ‘required’ in this moment? If so, how much generosity and where should my money go? The church? Charity? Setting up my own home for abused cats?
Money’s an annoying thing. We love to have it but it doesn’t half cause us (or me, at least) confusion when it comes to working out how to spend it. I mean, am I being a wise steward of what God has given me if I buy that Ginster’s sausage roll for lunch for the princely sum of £1, when I could quite easily have brought a packet of crisps from home?
Life is full of tough decisions. One day, perhaps, I will be faced with the 'mortgage or holiday’ dilemma after all, as our film soars to the top of the charts, but to be honest I think my biggest difficulty will be working out the smaller questions, such as whether or not to now start buying fish and chips from a shop rather than making them myself at home.
Oh, and idea number 4 for how I’d spend my money? An iPad. I’ll buy an iPad. The child in me will enjoy that one.
(Correction - '35 months' should, of course, have read '35 years'. Maths brings unwanted recognition of one's weaknesses...)